Starting anew

Assalamualaikum,

I think it's best for me to start writing again as there have been a few events signalling that blogging might be a good idea for me. Let me start by telling you readers what are the events :P

1) Last 2 days, as a committee member of an event, (SOUL 2.0) I was supposed to write a short post on neighbours on the Facebook page of this programme since it was my bureau turn to do, so this ikhwah (a term for male) asked me to do so on behalf of our committee so I said yes why not since I had just finished my practical exam the evening before.

So I started Google-ing about neighbours, looking for any good articles to be posted on the page. But then when I saw the posts made by others bureaus days before, I found that they actually created the post, not simply copying and pasting them on the page. So I challenged myself, why not? Why can they and why can't you? Finally I decided to COMPOSE my own post, based on my own experience.

Hours lated I found myself still struggling looking for ideas on what to post -_- clocks were ticking and I had to get it done on THAT very day. Finally I posted about how my childhood revolved around my neighbours and how the neighbourhood spirit slowly vanishes as we grow up, and I got them done for about 50 minutes as I was writing an ESSAY instead of a short post. HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO STOP? Bear in mind, don't ever stop me when I start writing XD

2) Winter break has just started and I am terribly bored spending time at home AWAY FROM FAMILY :'( 2 housemates are away enjoying their winter break while the other members of this house are busy with their own holiday activities so I am all alone most of the time and the only thing I found myself doing is writing a Facebook status & almost tweeting a tweet and before I even post them I found myself deleting all the words later, because I was afraid of being judged for telling everyone every single thing about my life, as I always do, astaghfirullah.

I know Mom and other family members would be ready to hear me out, but this time zone difference makes everything harder. While I am about to settle things down, they are already sleeping in Malaysia. While I'm sleeping, that's when they're most active. But hey whenever I got the chance to talk to them, I would pour everything out. Even the slightest, smallest little thing.

But you got the point right? I am turning this blog into a diary as I can never tell every single thing to anyone I like. Of course no doubt Allah would be there to hear every single thing I pour out, but I just feel the need to record things so that I will be able to read them again someday :D

So nah that's my post for today, MB is running out of battery, so Assalamualaikum everyone :D

May Allah bless us always ;)